The reason I was laughing so much and so hard this morning was because I actually wanted to bawl my eyes out.  One of my most favorite classes is over and you're not taking the sequel course.  You don't care, but I'm gonna lose the only good friend I had this semester.  I don't love you in an intimate kind of way, but I love you as a friend, someone who did not judge, someone who was kind, understanding, and always helpful, a beautiful soul.  I will miss you, don't think you will miss me, but I will miss you a lot.  

I'm trying to convince myself that you are my floor secret santa because the thought of you wanting me to be at the party as bad as you do only has only one explanation since we arent close.  unless you want me there because you like me.  i hope you know i cant delve into that thought since you're the bf to my bff and every hour of every day i have thoughts i shouldnt about you.

Please let me alone so i dont do something i shouldnt

i think i've realized that i'm saving myself for someone who doesnt want me.

Even though you were hairy, I still can't help slowly falling for you.

I honestly have nothing the live for, I'm the outcast of my family, I ruined my relationship with the only person I truely love, I don't see my friends, my grades are slipping.
No one suspects my depression or my suicidal thoughts because I'm the popular, happy-go-lucky girl. The only thing keeping me from ending it all, is the thought of my nieces face when she finds out her aunt isn't ever coming home.

We all have secrets.

Dear American pie,

I miss you. I fell in love with you from the moment I met you. I let my guard down, told you things nobody knows. I'm sorry I made you grow to resent me, I was just way too scared of losing you to someone who can offer more than I can.

Love, English muffin.
p.s I need you, want you, love you, miss you, like crazy.

i'm falling for someone who is falling for me, but both of us are too scared to let go enough to fall all the way

i want to kiss you, i want to make love with you, to cuddle, to spend time at your house drinking beers and chillin.  but more than anything i want you to explain to me why you are giving me looks of love when you think no one's looking, while you are dating my best friend.