I thought what I wanted was to end our relationship.  It's been unhealthy for so long, but I came here for you.  You have your friends and family and I have no one.  Now that its over I am alone.  Why did we get to this?  How did we get here?  I thought you were the one... I thought this is what I wanted, but now I can't stop crying.  I wish I was still in college then at least I would have my girlfriends to just be there.