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Sometimes the hardest thing in the world is knowing that no matter how much you love him and how much you care for him, you and him will never be able to get through the silence that is tearing you a part. I know we are not meant for each other -- but why do I always have to torture myself until I can no longer take the insensitivity he shows?
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1) 7/30/09 - bah. i just ended a relationship with someone like this. we were so right when things were good and so terrible when things went wrong. and now, all there is left is hate and silence. it kills me that the one person i decided to finally let in my life showed me why i shouldnt let anyone.
2) 7/30/09 - wow. i could have written this. stay strong. there are better men out there, i promise
3) 7/30/09 - i dated the biggest mind fuck for three months. the relationship wasn't bad but after we broke up was when he really started to mess my mind up. Watch out for those ones
4) 8/3/09 - I thought I was in love this summer the same thing happened. It sucks so bad. But it wasn't entirely meaningless. Sometimes you know better than you think when it comes to what's good for you.
5) 10/29/09 - i dated a guy for almost 2 years, verbally abusive, but when it was "good" life was really good. but when our relationship was bad, it was really bad. he was 17 and so was i, he was a drunk and a pot head. it had to get to the point where everyone would tell me he had been cheating on me and still i would listen to lies he would spin. as soon as he talked to me i was gone. i was so in love with him i was blind to all faults and my own stupidity. I realize now how much better off i am now that i haven't been with him. It was the best move I have ever made. It is hard to let go. It is hard to be alone, but in the end, it is so worth it. finding someone else was hard too, it seemed like i would never find someone i could truly be happy with. i'm still not sure, but hey i'm ready to try. stay strong life and love especially is hard.
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